A Tumbleweed Adventure – Chapter 3
The next morning, Jerry woke up to the
smell of bacon being cooked. He got up
and walked across the hall to the bathroom to relieve himself. After washing his hands and brushing his
teeth, he stared into the mirror wondering why he cared so much about fresh
breath. He had never cared about it before,
not even when he had a woman in his bed.
He called morning breath ‘Dragon’ breath, especially his. He had more than one woman tell him he
needed to brush his teeth before he would be allowed to kiss her in the
morning. He had heard there was a fancy
medical term for bad breath (halitosis or something like that), but didn’t care
to remember it, because bad breath was just that bad breath. He smiled at his image in the mirror, and
decided he looked presentable enough. His
face was deeply tanned, as were his arms.
Besides, it was only Danny. It
wasn’t like he planned on giving Danny a good morning kiss or anything. At the thought of Danny, he stopped and
stood completely still. He watched in
amazement at his growing package. If this was the impact that thinking of Danny had
on him, he wondered what might happen if they slept together in the same
bed. That thought made him so hard it
hurt! Damn! What was wrong with him? He was getting all excited over a guy! He felt how hard he was and decided he
needed to retreat to his bedroom until his state of arousal subsided.
Jerry crossed back to his bedroom,
hoping that Danny couldn’t see him. His
hopes were dashed as he crossed the hallway and met Danny’s gaze. Danny smiled and said, “Good morning,
sport.”
Jerry said, “Good morning, Danny.” He went into his bedroom and pulled on his
clothes, blushing from his embarrassment.
Danny had noticed Jerry’s morning wood
and thought, “Wow! He’s bigger than Mr.
Hansen!” He gave himself a mental
shake, realizing that Jerry probably never would consider having sex with him. He remembered how Jerry had treated him
after Mr. Hansen had told him that Danny was attracted to him. The sting of being rejected by Jerry still
hurt. As he reflected on why it bothered
him so much, Danny realized that Mr. Hansen had been right. He had fallen in love with Jerry. He wanted their relationship to be the fairy
tale kind of thing where the happy couple lives happily ever after. Having sex with Mr. Hansen or Jolene had
been just that, sex. What he wanted was
someone to love and who loved him in return.
A deep sense of longing came over him.
As these thoughts entered his mind, he heard Jerry’s footsteps in the
hallway and looked up to meet his gaze.
There must have been something in his
eyes, because Jerry stopped mid stride.
“What’s wrong, Danny?” He walked
over and sat down on the couch next to Danny.
He put his arm around Danny’s shoulders and said, “Look, Danny, if it’s
about how I treated you on our last trip, I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
Danny’s heart was racing and Jerry’s
touch sent a thrill down his spine. His
body reacted to Jerry’s touch even stronger than it had to Jolene’s. Danny knew, without a doubt, that this man
was his Mr. Right. The problem was
convincing Jerry of that fact. He
ducked his head, trying to hide his face.
He didn’t want to give away any of his thoughts, at least not now, not
with Jerry’s arm around his shoulders and his leg rubbing against his.
Danny said, “It’s okay. I know you didn’t mean to offend me. We’re good, Jerry.” Danny turned his head to look at Jerry. He was surprised to find Jerry’s face only
inches from his; close enough for him to catch the scent of the minty
toothpaste Jerry had used to brush his teeth.
Danny looked deeply into Jerry’s brilliant emerald eyes, waiting for
Jerry to break his gaze or move back.
Jerry raised his hand to Danny’s face
and said, “I will never intentionally hurt you, Danny.” At that moment, Danny thought Jerry was going
to kiss him; but was disappointed when Jerry stood up and asked, “When’s
breakfast?”
Jerry saw the look of disappointment on
Danny’s face and knew, with a certainty, that he wanted Jerry to kiss him. He had wanted to kiss Danny, but that
thought had scared him, causing him to quickly stand up. Before Jerry could say anything more, Danny
said, “It’s on the table.”
He stood up and walked over to the
little table and sat down. Jerry joined
him and said, “I feel like we should say grace because I’m grateful not only
for the food you cooked, but also for your willingness to forgive me.”
Danny blushed, but he said, “Okay”
“I’ll say it,” Jerry said. He began, “I thank you, God, for the food
and I’m especially grateful for sending Danny back to me, Amen.”
Danny murmured, “Amen.” He didn’t know what to think about where he
stood with Jerry.
Jerry smiled across the table at
Danny. “What shall we do today?”
“I want to drive up to Old Faithful and
watch the geysers go off,” Danny said.
“I’ve been there many times, but I still enjoy being there when it
erupts.”
“Do you want to stay overnight at the
Old Faithful Inn?” Jerry asked with a sly smile. He thought to himself, “It can be like were
dating each other. I’ve never really
courted anyone before; I think this will be fun for both of us.”
Danny said, “That sounds like fun.” He decided not to worry about things and just
take things one moment at a time.
“Okay, let’s go. If we can’t get a room in the inn, we can
always sleep in the back of the truck; so bring your sleeping bag,” Jerry said.
They quickly cleaned up their dishes and
gathered a few things before jumping into Jerry’s truck. They drove north and entered Yellowstone
National Park.
*** ***
They spent the rest of that weekend
enjoying each other’s company. In fact
the rest of the summer passed in much the same manner. The two men developed such a close rapport
that most people thought they were brothers.
They worked so well together, Mr. Baker started using them as trainers
for his new tour guides.
One day in late autumn, Mr. Baker called
them into his office. It was just
before quitting time, and they had been out in the barn caring for the
horses. Richard found them and told
them they were wanted in the front office.
They sat down in front of his desk and waited for him to finish talking
on the phone. When he hung up, he said,
“Thanks for coming into the office. I
think you know that the summer tourist season is over, and that there aren’t
many tours this late in the season.
I’ve let most of the other tour guides go and have kept you two onboard
as long as I could; but I’m afraid I have to let you go, as well.”
Jerry said, “We appreciate what you’ve
done for us, Mr. Baker.”
Mr. Baker smiled and said, “I haven’t
done anything out of the ordinary, Jerry.
I’m a businessman, like any other, and my only objective is to maximize
my profit. You two are in high demand
and make our clients happy. I would be
foolish not to keep you guys busy; otherwise, I would face the risk of losing
some of my clientele to my competitors.”
Danny said, “We’ve been saving money to
tide us over until the tourist season kicks in next year.”
Mr. Baker nodded his head. “Jerry told me what you were doing and I’m
glad to see you’re planning ahead. It’s
what a good businessman does. I’ll let
you know when I have work for you. If
you move to a new place, please let me know how I can reach you in the
spring. Here is what I owe you from you
last trip plus the tip the guys left you.”
He handed them each an envelope. Jerry and Danny looked in their respective
envelopes. Jerry smiled and said,
“That’s quite a bit of money.”
“Yes, it is; however, you earned every
penny,” Mr. Baker said. “I’m sure that
it will tide you over until the spring.”
“That, plus what we’ve saved already,”
Danny said.
Mr. Baker stood up and shook their
hands. “It’s been good working with you
this season. I look forward to seeing
you next spring.”
The guys left his office and walked out
to Jerry’s truck. They had taken to
driving Jerry’s truck, since Danny’s was so unreliable. It kept breaking down and Jerry had to use
his truck to tow Danny’s back to their place.
In fact, it was out of commission at the moment.
Snow had fallen during the night and the
temperatures had fallen throughout the day, leaving a hard crust of ice on top
of the newly fallen snow. Neither one
of them owned snow boots; so they walked carefully across the icy parking lot
toward Jerry’s truck. Their cowboy
boots weren’t exactly made for walking on ice!
At one point, Jerry slipped and grabbed Danny’s arm to keep from taking
a fall. They managed to get into the
truck without mishap.
Jerry said, “Let’s grab us some grub on
the way home.”
Danny said, “Do you mind trying out one
of those steak places? I’m starving.”
Jerry grinned, “Okay, let’s celebrate
being unemployed!”
Danny laughed, “You are one crazy guy!”
Jerry drove them into town where they
found a suitable restaurant. After they
finished, Jerry drove them back to their apartment. Jerry opened the door and walked inside, shedding
his coat and hat. He said, “It sure
seems cold in here.”
Danny, following him inside, said,
“You’re right. Maybe the furnace is out
of commission.”
Jerry made his way to the back of the
hallway and looked at the old furnace.
Sure enough it wasn’t working.
He said, “I’ll go around front and tell Mrs. Campion.” He grabbed his
coat and hat and disappeared outside.
Meanwhile, Danny read the directions on
the outside of the furnace and tried to get it going. Jerry returned and said, “She’ll get
somebody out to fix it in the morning.
She gave me a couple of extra blankets to get us through the night.”
He put them down on the couch. Danny looked them over and said, “They seem
a little threadbare to me.”
Jerry said, “Maybe we should use our
sleeping bags.”
Danny agreed. “It will be better than these old
things.” They got their sleeping bags
out. Danny rolled his out on the couch,
putting a pillow at the opening. Jerry
got his and unzipped it, spreading it out on top of his bed.
“Good night, Danny,” Jerry said. He went into his room and stripped off his
clothes and jumped under the covers. He
soon drifted off to sleep. He woke up in
the middle of the night wondering what had awakened him. He could hear Danny’s teeth chattering in
the front room. He thought, “Two of us
in the same bed should be able to keep warm.”
He got out of bed and walked into the front room.
Danny was
lying on the couch trying to keep warm, but not succeeding; when Jerry came
into the room and said, “Danny, get your skinny rump in here and get into bed
with me. I can hear your teeth
chattering so much it’s keeping me awake.”
Danny stood
up and dragged his sleeping bag and blankets with him. “I’ll add my blankets to yours.”
“Good
idea. Now, get into bed before our
balls freeze off!”
Danny did
as Jerry commanded and climbed in beside Jerry. Danny avoided physical contact with him as
he pulled the blankets over himself.
Jerry said, “Danny, sharing a bed means sharing your warmth. You can’t do that by being so shy. Get over here so I can get warm.”
Danny moved
closer and Jerry reached out, pulling him into his arms. Jerry gazed into his eyes and said, “I’ve
wanted you in my bed some time now, Danny.
I’m glad the furnace gave me an excuse to get you here.”
Jerry
kissed Danny with a fiery passion that surprised him. When they came up for air, Danny said,
“Wow! I’ve only dreamed of being kissed
like that!”
“I’m happy
to make your dreams come true,” Jerry said.
“I’ve wanted to kiss you since the day you came home from Jenny Lake
last summer.”
“I
remember,” Danny said. “I thought you
were going to kiss me, but you stood up and asked about eating breakfast.”
Jerry
laughed, “It was the only way I could think of not stripping your clothes off
and having sex with you right then and there.”
Danny could
feel Jerry’s manhood pressing against him, dueling with his own. “Does this mean you’ll fuck me tonight?”
Jerry
didn’t answer him directly. He kissed
him and pulled off Danny’s briefs as well as his own. Danny ran his hands over Jerry’s chest,
enjoying the feel of his muscles under his fingertips. Danny gazed into Jerry’s eyes and knew his
dreams were about to come true.
*** ***
The next
morning, Danny awoke in Jerry’s arms.
Jerry felt Danny move and he shifted his position to allow Danny to roll
over to face him. Danny smiled at his
lover and said, “Thank you for everything, Jerry.”
Jerry said,
“No, thank you, Danny. I’ve never had
such good sex in my life. I intend to
never leave your side, so don’t get any ideas about going anywhere.”
Danny
grinned, “I’d hoped you would say that.”
Jerry said,
“I mean it, Danny. I fell in love with
you long ago and just couldn’t bring myself to admit it, until recently.”
“I’ve loved
you since we first met,” Danny said.
“I
know. Mr. Hansen told me that and I
freaked out,” Jerry said.
“That’s an
understatement if I ever heard one,” Danny said, smiling.
Jerry said,
“I know, I know. I made a huge mistake
and I’ve apologized for it many times.”
Danny said,
“Yes, you have and you more than made up for it last night.”
Jerry
smiled, “I’m glad you think so. What are
we going to do, since the furnace isn’t working?”
“Let’s
drive down to my parents’ ranch in Richfield.
They won’t be there until next summer and I know the caretaker pretty
well. We can stay there for a while. I’m sure Golden will appreciate our help with
milking the cows and feeding the cattle.”
“Sounds
like a plan,” Jerry said. “Let’s get
showered before we both freeze.”
“Okay,”
Danny said. “We should pay our rent in
advance, unless you think we should let this place go.”
Jerry
thought for a few minutes and said, “Let’s give our notice and not keep this
place. If we’re going to be lovers, we
can’t stay in one place for too long, because people will figure it out and
then we’ll end up in jail.”
Danny
looked at Jerry and asked, “Do you really think we would end up in jail?”
“Yes, I
do,” Jerry said. “We will have to be
very careful about what we do in public, Danny.”
Danny said,
“I’ve hidden the fact that I’m attracted to other men for a long time. I
first noticed I liked other guys when I was 12 years old.”
“You hid it
pretty well, until you met me, you mean,” Jerry said, grinning.
Danny
smiled and said, “You kind of overwhelmed me with your good looks.”
Jerry took
Danny’s hand and said, “Let’s stop the chit-chat and get into the shower. I’m freezing.”
The shower
stall was barely big enough for them both to stand under the water. Jerry held Danny in his arms and kissed him
deeply. “I think I can get used to
showering with you.”
They finished
showering and then dried each other off.
They got dressed and packed their gear.
They cleared out their gear and stowed it in the back of Jerry’s
truck. Danny asked, “What am I going to
do with my truck?”
“Let Mrs.
Campion sell it. You don’t need it,” Jerry
said. “It’s in pretty bad shape
anyway. You would be better off buying
a new one.”
Danny
agreed. “That sounds like a good
idea.” They talked to their landlady,
leaving her a month’s rent as well as the keys and the title to the truck. They were soon on the way south. When they passed through Richfield, Danny
directed Jerry to take a couple of side roads until they reached a dirt
road. They turned in and drove across a
railroad tie bridge.
Danny said,
“That’s the Sevier River we just crossed.
It runs along our property line.
The ranch house is just ahead.”
He pointed to the saw mill and said, “We go up into the mountains a
couple of times a year and bring down timber that we cut on that saw blade.”
Saw Mill on the Eccles Ranch |
Saw Mill on the Eccles Ranch |
“We’ve
constructed all of our buildings out of the timber we have cut ourselves,”
Danny said, pointing to the main ranch house and the dairy barn. “See that log cabin?” Danny asked.
Jerry said,
“Yeah, what about it?”
“I helped
my dad and my brothers build that.
Nobody lives in it now, but I think we can convince Golden to let us use
it,” Danny said. “It’s not very big,
but we won’t need a lot of space.”
Jerry said,
“It looks cozy.”
Danny said,
“It doesn’t have furnace in it; but there is a fireplace and a wood burning
stove to cook on. As you can see, we
have a lot of wood.”
Jerry said,
“Yes, I can see that.”
As they
drew even with the little log cabin, Danny pointed to the pasture behind it,
“That’s where we keep our horses.”
Jerry
looked and saw four horses eating from a feed trough near the gate to the
pasture. “They are beautiful horses.”
“Dad has
always had a good eye for fine horses,” Danny said. “Every summer, we would ride the horses up
into the Kimberlies and camp for several weeks at a time. It’s really lovely up there. “I’ll have to show you the Kimberly
Mountains. They aren’t as picturesque
as the Grand Tetons, but they are still pretty impressive.”
Jerry smiled as Danny pointed out the
different out buildings to him. He
pulled into the gravel driveway of the ranch house and parked the truck. He turned to Danny and asked, “You really love
this place, don’t you?”
The Kimberly Mtns. as seen from the Eccles Ranch |
The Kimberly Mtns. as seen from the Eccles Ranch |
Danny grinned, “Yes, I do. My fondest childhood memories are of riding
horses, camping and playing in the river.
I could just be myself here. I
didn’t have to worry about pretending to be someone I wasn’t.”
Jerry said, “It is very pretty here
between the mountains and the river.”
They got out of the truck and walked up
to the front door. Danny knocked and
the door was opened by a short, balding man with long gray hair. He had small blue eyes under bushy gray
eyebrows, a red, round nose, and a small mouth. He looked up at the two men and said, “If it
isn’t Danny. Who is your friend?”
“This is Jerry. Jerry, this is Golden,” Danny said.
“It’s nice to meet you,” Jerry said,
extending his hand to shake Golden’s.
“Come inside. It’s too cold to stand on the porch and
chat,” Golden said.
They followed him inside the house. It was a log house and had a rustic look
both inside and out. The walls were
hung with tapestries showing hunting scenes of various types. There was a big, potbelly stove in the
center of the room that radiated heat.
There were several chairs drawn up around it. Golden pointed to them and said, “Have a
seat.”
They sat down and Golden asked, “What
brings you fellas out to the ranch in the middle of the winter?”
“We were hoping we could stay in the log
cabin and help you out on the ranch for a few months,” Danny said.
Golden raised his eyebrows and asked,
“You’re not asking to be paid are you?”
“No, we can fend for ourselves. It’s just that the furnace in our place in
Jackson Hole went on the blink and we decided we could do better staying here,”
Danny said.
Golden grinned, “I can use the help and
I’m willing to provide meals in return for your labor. Since it’s your Dad’s place, I guess I can’t
charge you rent.”
“Please don’t tell my family I’m here,”
Danny said.
Golden said, “Not a problem. I don’t get on well with your folks any how;
so it won’t be hard to keep your presence here a secret.”
“Why do you stay?” Danny asked.
“Because I like the work and I’m too old
to make a change. Your father pays me
too well for me to up and quit,” Golden said.
“Have you two eaten?”
“No, we haven’t,” Jerry said.
“I’ve made a pot of stew. You’re welcome to help yourselves,” Golden
said. He pointed to a pot on the stove.
Danny walked over to the cupboard and
got out two bowls and pulled out a couple of spoons from the silverware
drawer. He ladled out the stew into the
bowls and handed one to Jerry.
Jerry tasted a spoonful and said, “This
is good. Thanks for sharing with us.”
Golden beamed at Jerry’s
compliment. “You’re most welcome. I was forced to learn to cook for myself
after my wife died.”
“How long ago did she pass?” Jerry asked, between mouthfuls of stew.
“She’s been gone 11 years now. Danny, you should remember Delores,” Golden
said.
“I do.
She was a wonderful cook. I
loved her mincemeat pies,” Danny said.
“Me, too,” Golden said. “We lived in the log cabin you saw as you
came up the lane. Are you sure you want
to stay down there?”
“Yes, we’re sure, Golden,” Danny
said. “But we’ll join you for most
mealtimes. I can take a turn at cooking
so you won’t have to cook for the three of us all of the time,” Danny said.
“That sounds good. I’ll be glad for the help with feeding the
cattle and milking the cows,” Golden said.
“Fortunately, you father sold most of the dairy cows last fall. He kept two cows to provide me with more
than enough milk. If you boys will help
me with the milking, I’d appreciate it.
I hate getting up early in the morning to milk the cows.”
Jerry said, “We’ll do our part; however,
we aren’t taking over all of your duties.”
Golden laughed, “I wondered if you
wouldn’t speak up sooner or later. I’m
glad you can stand up for yourself, Jerry.”
Danny and Jerry finished eating and
washed up their dishes. “Thanks for the
meal, Golden. Do you mind if we walk
down to the cabin and set things right in there?”
“Go right ahead, Danny. I keep it well stocked with food, and
there’s plenty of wood for the fireplace and the wood stove,” Golden said.
The guys stood up and took their
leave. They walked down the snow
covered lane to the cabin. Danny turned
the handle and opened the door. “I
remember helping Dad to hang this door.
I was just barely big enough to hold it steady.” They entered the cabin. Danny pointed to the windows and said, “I
put the windows in.” He walked over to
the window sill. “Here is where I
carved my initials in the wood.”
Jerry walked over and stood behind
Danny. He put his arms around Danny’s
waist as he looked over his shoulder.
“Didn’t your dad get upset at you?”
“No, he didn’t. In fact, he carved his initials next to
mine. See them right here,” Danny said,
putting his index finger next to his father’s initials. “Dad said our initials would always be
together here. I felt so close to my
Dad that day. I wish things were still
that way. There are times I really miss
him.”
Jerry felt Danny shiver and asked, “Are
you okay?”
“Yes, I’m good. It’s just that it’s been over 10 years since
I saw my parents. They haven’t tried to
contact me nor have I tried to contact them,” Danny said. “Today is the first time I’ve been back to
our ranch since I left home at age 17.”
“I’m sorry that you’ve been alone for
the last 17 years,” Jerry said. “But
now that you’ve found me, you won’t be alone anymore.” He turned Danny around and kissed him
deeply.
When they came up for air, Danny said,
“I love you.”
Jerry replied, “I love you, too.” He cupped Danny’s cheek in his hand and
said, “I want to make love to you Danny.”
Danny grinned and said, “Let’s start a
fire first, and then we can check out the bed.”
Jerry returned Danny’s grin. “That sounds like a great idea. Maybe we can have sex in front of the
fireplace instead. I’d really like to
do that.”
“We’ll have to find a way to lock the
door. We don’t want Golden walking in
on us,” Danny said. “We never put locks
on the door because no one lives around us.”
“We can buy a new doorknob that locks
when we’re in town,” Jerry said. He
walked over to the fireplace. He wadded
up some newspaper that was stacked next to the wood box, then, laid some
kindling on top of it, before lighting the paper. It wasn’t long before there was a nice warm
fire going in the fireplace.
Danny walked into the bedroom and
brought out a thick blanket and a couple of pillows to put down in front of the
fireplace. Jerry pulled Danny into his
embrace and said, “Let me show you how much I love you.”
*** ***
To Be Continued…..